I am preparing for another night spent with me, myself and I. Soon, norwegian Idol will start on TV and I will sit there spellbound by the music. I don’t know what to do after, but.. I will come up with something. probably take some photos… Problem is that I don’t have the make-up I need to do anything good. Yes, it can become good but not what I want to make.

I want to illustrate my feelings, make a picture to reflect what I feel. Not possible, some say. I know how to do it, I just don’t have what it takes. Well… Perhaps I can manage to do it tonight. We’ll see.

But first I will watch Idol.
Oh yes.

Sometimes I am haunted by thoughts… I know they are silly but then they are tempting at the same time. I want to use my body as expression… for something. Scarification… Burn-mark tatoos…
I don’t know, something. Make it a grotesque piece of art. Something people are disgusted by, but can not stop looking at.

It sounds insane, doesn’t it?
Guess I am insane.
Yes, we are.


~ by Methras on 31 March 2006.

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