Exhausted Mind

•27 March 2010 • 1 Comment

I am really, really tired. My head is spinning around, thoughts flashing through like laser beams. The whole moving thing is more activity than I have done in a long time, leaving me absolutely drained… All the things I have to do, all the things I should be doing and so on is almost overpowering, the thought just makes me tired. Not to mention I am so eager to move that just waiting for the date is taking it’s toll. I know that I am making the right decision though, I know for a fact that the result of me moving will be good, I just have to find the energy to get through this.

And it doesn’t really help that I am taking on favors for friends and so on. On Thursday I went in to Oslo to help a friend of mine clean out his apartment and when we were done we went for pizza. It was really nice seeing those friends and I had a wonderful day. I got 3 huge bags of clothes to go through, clothes that was too large for a friend of mine. Most of it fit really well, even though I have to wash some of the pants too hot at least once to make the pants shrink a little. Anyhow, even though I had a wonderful time in Oslo it kind of left me even more tired than before and tomorrow I am helping my sister’s ex-boyfriend moving. And I predict that too will demand a huge amount of energy.

But yeah, I need to find the energy to come through April and after that I can only hope things start to get a little better each day. I believe it will.


Juicy Stuff

•24 March 2010 • 1 Comment

I love surveys or just.. “Have you done this or that thing. Kind of a nice checklist of things I have yet to experience. I like to think of my self as experienced in a broad specter of things. I like to do stuff, just to have done it at least once. So! Time to see how much things I can cross of THIS list!

(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
(x) been drunk
(x) made out with someone of the same gender
(x) made out with someone of the opposite gender
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped by someone
(x) dumped someone
(x) dumped someone and regretted it
(x) been fired
(x) been in a fistfight
(x) ran away from home
(x) had feelings for someone who did not have feelings in return
(x) been arrested
(x) been in jail
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) went on a blinddate
(x) lied to a friend
( ) been in love with your teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) had sex with a co-worker
(x) seen someone die
( ) been in Canada
( ) been in Mexico
(x) travelled by airplane
( ) puked in a bar
(x) seen a part of yourself burn
(x) eaten sushi
(x) tried snowboarding.
(x) crowdsurfed during a concert
( ) been in a violent relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love or miss someone right now
(x) laid in the grass watching the clouds drift by
(x) made snow-angels
(x) had a tea-party
(x) built sandcastles
(x) jumped in a puddle
(x) played masquerade
(x) translated this entire list into another language
(x) jumped in a pile of leaves
(x) went sleigh riding
(x) cheated in games
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep in school/at work
(x) used a fake ID
(x) Watched a sunset
( ) experienced an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept under the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been misunderstood
( ) cared for a goat or deer
(x) won a competition
(x) been expelled from school (at least 1 day)
(x) been in a car accident
(x) had cramps
(x) felt like an outsider
(x) eaten a whole carton of ice-cream in one evening/night
(x) hated your appearance
(x) witnessed something criminal
(x) worried about your hearts condition
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) walked bare-feet in the mud, squeezing it between your toes
(x) gotten lost
(x) visited the opposite side of your country
(x) had a swim in the ocean
( ) experienced a “near death” experience
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops’n robbers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for your groceries using nothing but coins
(x) done something to yourself you shouldn’t have
(x) prank-called someone
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to santa
(x) watched a sunset with someone you care about
(x) blown soap-bubbles
(x) lit a campfire on a beach
( ) ruined a party
(x) went roller-skating
(x) had a wish come true
(x) worn pearls
(x) jumped from a bridge
(x) eaten dog or cat food
( ) told a stranger you love him/her
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sung in the shower
(x) worn a black dress
(x) dreamt that you married someone
(x) glued your hand onto something
(x) gotten your tounge stuck in metal
(x) kissed a fish
(x) been a cheeleader
(x) been on a roof
(x) screamed so you could barely breathe
(x) done en allnighter
(x) not showered for a week
(x) picked and eaten apples from the trees
(x) climbed trees
(x) had a treehouse
(x) worn ugly/different clothing to school just to see their reaction
(x) been thrown in the water with your clothes on
(x) been called pretty b a stranger
(x) broken an arm or a leg
(x) caught a fish and eaten it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) lauged until you cried
( ) cried until you laughed
(x) cheated on a test
(x) owned a Britney Spears album
(x) forgotten someone’s name
(x) slept in the nude
(x) done something illegal
(x) driving too fast/speeding
(x) drank milk/juice straight from the carton
(x) dressed as the opposite sex
(x) modified this list
( ) cried when your dog died
( ) made a fool out of yourself on TV
(x) been in love with a boy
(x) been in love with a girl
(x) played pyromaniac
(x) eaten meatballs with mashed potatoes
(x) felt disgusting
(x) tasted pine tree
(x) went for a walk in a forest
(x) skinny-dipping
(x) knocked over a Christmas-tree
( ) moved to another country out of love
( ) been asked to rather take guitar lessons because your vocals are so awful
(x) made a fool out of yourself while being drunk
( ) cried on the subway
(x) had sex in a public place
( ) made this list shorter due to shortage of space.

Top 10 annoying things right now!

•20 March 2010 • 4 Comments

So, in stead of writing a long, probably boring, article about nothing and everything I decided to write a top 10 list of things that is annoying me right now! Yay for lists ;0) So here goes, in no particular order:

1. Sharing internet with 20 other neighbors.
2. People knocking on my door every time they have a computer related problem.
3. Headaches.
4. My cellphone being stupid! (I am getting a new one though!)
5. Online Casinos making it stupidly hard to withdraw money
6. My cat having an identity crisis and believing he is a monkey.
7. Voddler stopped being avaible in Norway. 
8. Bad catlitter & the smell of cat-pee.
9. Drowsiness
10. My hot water taking 10 minutes to get warm in the kitchen & extremely low pressure.

So, there we go!
Hope everyone is having a nice weekend.

Bad cop? Good cop!

•18 March 2010 • Leave a Comment

My mind works in mysterious ways. I suddenly realized that I want to become a police officer. I’m not really putting any weight on that though. First of all I am moving AWAY from the school you get that education. And second of all… I very much doubt it would suit me very well. But it would be cool. So, what about working in customs? I mean, I am moving fairly close to the border to Sweden and to Rygge Airport. Why not check out the requirements and locations for something like that.

Seriously, I am very intuitive and I’d like to think that I am fairly good at reading people very fast.So yeah… I’m gonna check what I need to do to be able to work on something like that! Harassing other people.. har har har!

Roadtrips + kids = long roadtrip

•17 March 2010 • 2 Comments

huset Yesterday me and my sister and her two kids went for a roadtrip to see my apartment and go through the contracts with the new landlord. We wanted to have plenty of time as two kids require more stops and so on, and it didn’t help that one of them was sick either. In all fairness I guess both of them behaved very well. But I’m not used to driving with kids in the car so for me it would have been exhausting even if I had not noticed them at all.


After a trip to Sweden we went to see the other apartment in the house we are renting, the apartment I am getting! And it was really nice there! I fell in love immediately and I know I will really like it there! He is renting it out furnished, so I get some new furniture to use for as long as I rent there, something that was VERY welcome. Finally I can throw away some of my really ugly stuff! So now it feels more “real” and that’s a very nice feeling. I AM moving, and I’m moving rather soon! Yey!

Sleepless night

•15 March 2010 • Leave a Comment

Sometimes I wish that I still had my pills at home, even though I know it is good that I don’t. I couldn’t really sleep tonight. When I lay down to sleep thoughts started spinning around in my head as usual and kept me awake. I was so tired yesterday and yet I could not manage to fall asleep properly. I mean, I must have slept a little but it was only short periods at a time and I am still exhausted. Typical!

I don’t understand why sleep is such a problem for me. I wish sometimes that I could just… I don’t know, fall in a coma for a day or something and wake up 100% refreshed.

I am really looking forward to moving! I love changing my environment and sometimes I am wondering if I have gypsy blood in my veins. I have always moved a lot but this time I have stayed in one place for almost 4 years, and that’s almost a record for me. Moving to Fredrikstad will be exciting. Living so close to my sister and her kids, getting a brand new city to explore and so on.

I really love to being a tourist in “your new town”, getting to know the place you are going to live and discover new things every day. Of course that is just in the beginning but still, it is something to look forward to! I am going to start packing and sorting out what I am going to bring with me soon. I am going to throw away so much stuff! I have so much junk I never use… And finally I get somewhere to store the things I don’t want to part with and still don’t want in my house. That is going to be a welcome change!

Typing Frenzy

•7 March 2010 • Leave a Comment

Hello everyone 🙂

I have spent the last days blogging like a god. Well, both blogging and writing about one of my blog posts that seems to have hit a very sore nerve. To be honest I am getting rather tired of discussing that and I know some people who read this blog disagree with me and will only get annoyed if I try to discuss the matter further. So I am dropping it.

Anyhow, my other Norwegian blog has been kind a of a hit thanks to some different thinking and putting it out on the right places. It’s actually quite fun to see numbers like “650 readers” and so on. Thank god that this blog doesn’t have that many readers, otherwise I would have had to be more careful about what I write and that would completely ruin the whole point of this blog.

The last few days has been rather good, even though I have had some very disturbing dreams about a guy I went to school with. I kind of stumbled across his facebook profile and immediately when I saw his profile picture I got a massive anxiety attack, my stomach went into a knot and I felt like I would throw up. I guess you don’t have to be an expert to figure out that he was one of the worst bullies in my class and that my mind hasn’t quite gotten over that part yet. And now he is haunting my dreams too. Merde

Other than that I have been in a good mood lately, traded in a game I bought for another game, Heavy Rain. That is not as much of a game as it is an interactive movie and every action, every choice you make while playing affects the outcome and the ending of the game. So I guess I will ave to play it though several times to see if I can unlock different endings of the game.

It’s really wierd how a game can capture you and make time pass like nothing else.